My Journey of Faith(:

2009-08-06T00:15:00.001+08:00

oh my, blogger is fine now.
What a delight. :)

Okays, I've begun posting at tumblr anyways.
Catch me there. (CLICK HERE)

2009-08-02T19:20:00.000+08:00

if you are finding my posts, or my updates.
You won't be able to find it here. :)

Http://faithy.tumblr.com

Catch me there, Blogger cmi.
Bye. :)

2009-07-27T14:55:00.000+08:00

my number 700 post but blogger is not been being good.
I think I may be leaving blogger.

2009-07-23T11:12:00.001+08:00

I don't like you. Period.

This day is so exciting.
God is good, all the time. :)

2009-07-22T14:27:00.000+08:00

Irritating. :(

2009-07-22T09:52:00.002+08:00

I shall prepare Chicken mayo for tml's breakfast. :)

Finally blogger is becoming normal. It was irritating me a few day ago...
I have no idea what to blog.
ok fine, I'm getting fatter. I need to stop eating. :(

2009-07-18T23:34:00.003+08:00

Stupid, stop being oblivious to the world.
Your self-absorption world is not the whole world.
!@#$%^&*()

Stupid mean.
Suck.
Irritating.
Get a life.

2009-07-17T22:58:00.003+08:00

I'm watching "Click" now.
(Okay, just ended)

Just 'wow'.
How many times have I told myself how good it'll be if I could skip certain experiences, mundane life etc.
No, no, no, no!
I don't want to miss out.
I don't want to miss out on anything!
I don't want to lose anything.
How long can my life be, 60, 70 years?
Everyday is a gift, therefore it's call the present.

What can we do with our hands today?

2009-07-16T23:48:00.001+08:00

Ranting alert-
What a waste of time, what a waste of the holidays.
If not for the friendships, it's totally sucky.
So, I didn't get it. Nice. :(
I tried my best and it's still not enough. Then what then is enough?

I really can't tell who is Faith..
Who exactly is faith?

2009-07-15T09:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULY BABIES!

2009-07-15T09:33:00.001+08:00

This is so retarded. Too many tweets. -.-
(www.twitter.com)

2009-07-14T13:35:00.001+08:00

Great, I'm sick. :(
Sticky green stuffs coming out from my nose and mouth.
Voice-less every morning.
Eeeeew much.

2009-07-08T12:15:00.003+08:00

I love Bean Soups(Red/Green also can)!

I feel stupid, that's normal I guess. :(

2009-07-05T12:26:00.004+08:00

&&&& NP giving out free thermometer to all students. :D
YAY

Temperature Checks to Continue (BOO)

Temperature checks on campus will continue twice daily. To facilitate this and ease the queues at Temperature Checkpoints, we will issue a personal thermometer to every NP student next week.

Let us make it a personal responsibility to bring along the thermometer with us to campus every day.

-NPmail

2009-07-05T12:13:00.002+08:00

I'm smart.
I wanted to use my glue to glue something yesterday... :(
The tip of the glue is blocked so I pressed hard, tried ways and means to unblock it. I'm sure you guessed what happened next. The stupid thing burst.
One whole straight line from my clothes to the floor to the drawer in front of our (Sis' & my) bunk bed to the PSP cover on top of the drawer.

Very super duper smart I tell you.

-.- I irritate myself sometimes, like totally.

2009-07-03T21:52:00.002+08:00

Time for a weekly update on dumbness. :)
Okays, I misread the price for cheekueys and cheecheongfan. ):
I spend $4.80 on Cheecheongfan leh, can you imagine!
I laughed so hard until I teared.

♥ hanging out with them, joker people.

Though most of the time, digesting food is almost impossible. HA. Choking may be a rather frequent sight too.

Friday Friday Friday. TGIF. :)
Actually when Thursday ends, it will be as if formal school time ended.

I'm excited for Church tomorrow, are you... are you... are you? (:

Jesus, You're everything to me.~

2009-07-02T18:20:00.002+08:00

People can't make us feel what we're not.
Princesses are not based on the appearances, it's the heart.♥

altesse

2009-07-02T11:37:00.001+08:00

I looking at a wolf in sheep's clothing.
Whatever yo.

2009-07-02T01:31:00.001+08:00

avoir la foi

2009-07-01T09:33:00.003+08:00

Wanna know why, or if you already knew, the joke is still on me...

I was at tecman yesterday, the 40% for members is such a cheat. Certain books don't have, but it's not labeled loudly. ):

Walked around with donuts on my laptop bag. I bought 2 Double Chocolate Donuts from Donut Factory, one for ada & one for me. I don't one the top chocolate to get smurged so I carried it like a waitress and my laptop case is my tray. -.-

After all the walking around, I wanted to take the bus to somewhere home (Apparently, back to panjang then change bus to cck. Ada took the train back then I went to find the bus stop that will take me home, or somewhere nearer to home.
So I walked to the bus stop at the quite ulu Esplanade park. While walking there, a malay guy blew a kiss at me (WTG!), I pretend to not see and ignore. Upon reaching the bus stop, 2 couples are sitting at the only 2 benches being all lovey-dovey. (urrrrts..) Then finally after one couple gone, I sat. While waiting for the bus 700, I starting reading the book ada lend me.
After waiting for 20 minutes, I started being a little impatient.. (It was 2130hr+ then) I checked the Bus guide board again... Guess what, the last bus is at 1900hrs+++! WTG WTG WTG.
How smart am I?

I ended up taking MRT can. I reached home at 2230hr+++
Yeah, smart har.

Also, this week is getting-common-test-results-back week.
I better buck up! hmmm mmh!

2009-07-01T00:11:00.001+08:00

I'm not very smart. :(

2009-06-26T23:00:00.003+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I love my Dorcas! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I guess I'm really blessed!
I love you dear!
We ate a whole lot and drank Jelly drink(!!) !
What a day. :)

2009-06-26T03:22:00.000+08:00

2009-06-23T23:52:00.003+08:00

Tell me why?

Oh wells.
I had a terrible stomachache today. :(
Stupid fi, ate nonsense ended up have a great time. Like totally.

Jo accompanied me to the doc. 24hr clinic. 30 bucks. What the gay.
But I felt better after taking the meds.
Hung out with Mojo Jojo. Showed her my stuffs, baby pictures, all sort of nonsenses, sung, had fun. "Bloop bloooooop"

Have service learning again tml. :)
I want to go with a joyful heart.
See the wonderful special people.

My favorite phrase still, What-the-gay. :D

2009-06-22T20:27:00.003+08:00

♥♥♥These are the people I spent my time with! ♥♥♥

We watched "Drag me to hell", because Pang wanted to. It's a first I tell you!

"Watching Horror movie is like taking a 100 min roller coaster
(Scary....not scary... scary... not scary...)
But seeing Yuling watch a horror movie became a total comedy!"
-Faith

So fun!!!

BTW, I had my first visit to the National Library today.. Cool place. (:

2009-06-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

Happy Daddy's Day(:

2009-06-21T19:16:00.002+08:00

I'm over and done with PBB..
It was stressful in there too. The whole culture at HQ and at 10th/19th was totally different.
It was very hard, but I'm sure I was there not by chance.
Learnt quite a bit; Made good friends. (:

My muscle freaking pain, like seriously... I think it was the 5BX. -.- Stupid frog jump. I can't! ): BOOOO~ The stretches weren't enough too!

We slept on the bunk on first and third night.
Second night.. They wanted to teach us "compassion".. So we slept on cardboard boxes at the void deck.. Void Deck is the GBC one... My back is so stiff... I didn't toss at all can! I think it was during that night I dreamt. *smile*

Even tho the ... was annoying.. The girls were awesome.. So much teamwork, cooperation, love and care! Everyone was helping out. Awesome!
I'm so glad to be back home.
Tho' I can't remember everyone's name nor know them personally... But there is just this wholeness in the camp. *loved loved loved*

I was in team PEACE! (:
Wonderful people! We played skipping rope made from rubber bands together! Not one at a time but all together jumping in... I have never done that before. I don't skip too! We keep practicing and practicing together la! For ONE & A HALF HOUR can you imagine? It was good, it was good... &&& THANK GOD FOR ANGLILIN! (: She was with me!

Dor and Jas was in other teams):
But it was really support just seeing them everyday and talking to them!

I think what I really remember and learnt from the devotions :X (I was nodding the rest of the devotions tho'... Dozing off is inevitable)
Oh wait, my most embarrassing dozing off experience was while nodding my head hitting it on the edge on my file! Like what the gay!
I was reminded that God can use me, ordinary just like I am.. But if I have faith and allow Him to drive the car of my life; awesome stuff can happen through me!
I believe... (:

Anyways, I'm glad I'm home! Praise God for everything.
Through all the experiences at this camp, God guided. Prayer works; we call, He answers!

I was really wanting to go home on the first day btw! :X
HA.

Stupid projects.. :(

2009-06-18T00:22:00.002+08:00

Will be back on Sunday.
*waves*

Miss me. ):
Hope I don't die...

2009-06-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

Nonsense. You know what.. I don't care!
*SCREAM/ROAR*

Where are you?

2009-06-16T19:50:00.002+08:00

*stress*

School

Service Learning

PBB ):

*Stress*

*Frown*

*Stress stress*

2009-06-16T19:24:00.003+08:00

Post number #670(my pretty pink Jansport)

Pang's so funny. (:
She's back... *jump around*

2009-06-15T22:20:00.003+08:00

I spend mostly on food. How stupid...

I'm watching a documentary on the world's oldest siemese twins.
How will it feel like having someone stuck to you your whole life... How would it feel?

Watched "Ghosts of Girlfriend's pasts"... (:

I wanna watched: "Hannah Montana The Movie", "Dance, Subaru", "Drag me to Hell" & "Angels & Demons" (?)...
Just want to, may not though.. If you know me well enough, you would know that I'm not a frequent movie goer.

There are some memories that my mind have been going through over and over again, I shouldn't replay it anymore. I shouldn't...

Random: I like Yami Yougurt.

2009-06-14T22:40:00.010+08:00

People shouldn't leave unnecessary and irresponsible comments around. It's plain mean.

I had a great day and I don't plan on letting it be ruin by some nasty people. I deleted it. I don't care!

*random*
I remember what I did the same time this time last year...
Yeah, I remember. If only.
This time round I'm in a totally different position...

I feel quite uncertain about this next few days.
It feels as if things will turn out bad. (Which I hope not to..)

Things happening this coming week:

(A quick run thru of my schedule)
Monday: Precision Drill Mtg (2nd round, i think. :S)
Tuesday: Oh yeah. Some BA Envoys thing.
Wednesday: Sec 3s Service Learning Trip.
Thursday-Sunday: MIA=PBB=WTG

Not included yet: BLaw Proj meet-up, Discipleships(!!!), Movies( YEAH MAN!), Hang-outs (I hope)

Okays, I've been frowning a lot.. (As in as I face the lappy) Like what-the-gay.. :(

This coming week is really going to be challenging.
I'm very afraid. It feels rather out.. Like totally outside my comfort zone, and I do not like it at all.It's freaking me out.

Anyways, do say a short prayer for me if anyone is reading this..
Thanks!

I don't want to feel alone this week.

2009-06-11T23:08:00.001+08:00

There will be 3 sections - Section A (MCQs), Section B (Short Questions) and Section C (LAC Question on Law of Contract 1and 2 only). Sections A and B will include both Legal System and Law of Contract 1,2 and 3. Law of Contract 4 will not be tested for the Common Test.

Everything comes alive in my life, as I lift You high~

2009-06-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

I think my brain is overloading. :(

Last paper, last paper...
(: Studying your brain out!

My head was cramping just nw. What the gay.
(btw do you know that wtg is nt a word, it's 3 words dumb!) :X

OK! DONE.
BYE WORLD.
There's nth else here to read.

Let the cramping begin.

2009-06-09T10:49:00.002+08:00

For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.
Ephesians 2:10

I'm God's workmanship, God's masterpiece.
I don't look like, I don't feel like, I don't think I am.
Tho' the Bible says I am, but I don't think I ever really believed.

All the dead weight, all the sins, all the pasts, all my guilt, all the things I'm ashamed of, all the words I shouldn't had said, all the things I'd rather people not know, all my pride, all my life... All of it.
God please prune it away.
It will be painful, I know.
Please be my way, my guide, my God.

I'm afraid of the pain.
I'm afraid of failing.
I'm scared, Lord.

I throw it all to You.
Thank You for the work You are going to do,
You are Amazing.
I love you Lord.

In Jesus' name,
Amen

2009-06-08T19:59:00.003+08:00

I miss Low Kay Hua's books.
*random*

I bought a Jodi Picolt book & "Marked".
Amaze me.

2009-06-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

Dor-cas

2009-06-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

I had a bad dream this morning/last night, I don't know.
Scared me to tears ( or is that in the dream?).
It wasn't the kind of "booo" scary type of a dream.
It was just something I cared about. My family.

Thank God, it was just a dream.

I feel like Michael Jackson; not because he was a pedophile (BOO!); but because my nose felt fake. I think my immune system is down; influenza alert. :(

Macroeconomics and business law on Tuesday and Friday respectively.
I'd better study/mug whichever is more chiong.

ByEbYe everrrrione (*twittiness*) LOL
eeeeeeeeew much.

2009-06-07T18:37:00.002+08:00

I don't want to fade in the background
Let me shine for You
To be all I could, to be all all You planned.

I want to be whole
I want to let You be known

Hope is rising, will you allow Him to tear down the walls around your heart?

2009-06-03T23:27:00.002+08:00

Little Wonders- Rob Thomas

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we?ll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remain
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these little wonders still remain.

(Song from Meet the Robinson)
"Keep movin' forward". The worst is over. :)

2009-06-03T13:35:00.002+08:00

2009-06-03T09:59:00.001+08:00

Hello Ada~

2009-06-02T23:05:00.001+08:00

Can't focus. :(
I'm Overwhelmed with emotions; another way of expressing one being emo? whatever.

2009-06-01T00:35:00.002+08:00

Faith has new running shoes. :)

This line sounds so wrong.. hahas.
"For?" - Celestine

2009-05-31T14:26:00.004+08:00

I think its time to go back to the basics...
The "why, what, when, who, where and how"s; no point going on and on if the base if not strong.
I'm starting over..

I was being random the whole night yesterday..
I went Holland V for ColdRock; then jogging (more walking then running tho') and making no-bake Cheesecake in the middle of the night w her too...

I changed many of my priorities.
I wanna become a full time Jesus' die-hard fan. :)
Change is hard, but it's for the better.

Every moment is a second chance.
Move from the past to the present tense.
Starting Over -Addison Road

2009-05-29T16:53:00.002+08:00

Quote Dorcas: "You're (me) are weird what, sometimes..."
(She's super cute I tell you... Friends laugh at each other; we laugh together, no?)

I guess I am, sometimes.
Today's "sometimes"...

I'm at Lot 1 Library...

Don't feel like going home then coming out again, I'd rather slack my time here(in the air conditioned comfy place).

The end of this week means nearing to many other things that I'd rather not arrive. Yeahs.

Things I want to do:
Revise my work (For CTs.)
Visit the Science Centre
Play the guitar (Learn a song, anyone will do!)
Revamp my blog
Rest
Finish my projects
Chill
Just Chill...
Hang out w my girls
Go bowling *random*
What a long list..

2009-05-29T09:44:00.003+08:00

LMS again.. :(

I'd rather be sleeping, like seriously, tho' lessons are quite interesting today. Loads of craps, funny lecturer, shipping-faith-off-to-Antarctica suggestions? (LQTM)

I feel that this song ("Broken"- Lifehouse) is a Christian Emo song; not like the worldly ones for us to wallow in our own emo-ness or whatever, but to know that God is in control and that He will guide us through.
Even when at times, it feels as if we have no strength to carry on, that our heart is broken, that breathin' is hard; know that healing is already in place and that He is carrying us through..

Sometimes, "I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead..."
I'm holding on...

2009-05-28T23:51:00.005+08:00

Night out with Felly (:
I love my sissy, tho' she's really a sissy. :D Hehe
West Coast Plaza is a nice place, inaccessible tho'.
Microsoft Excel is giving me a hard time!
I submitted my first project in poly.
I'm dreading LMS.

I'm having a headache.

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

-Broken, Lifehouse

2009-05-26T23:22:00.005+08:00

The ultimate video.
(Not for the weak/faint hearted!)
Please excuse the crude-nest in the front.
I promise, Funniest.

2009-05-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

I love my BFF.
& We're on twitter.

Faith high, Celestine Low :)

2009-05-26T19:47:00.004+08:00

Thank God for her; if not my day would have sucked.

2009-05-25T19:50:00.003+08:00

My dad's back. :)

2009-05-24T21:07:00.003+08:00

Daddy's coming home tomorrow!

(If you're thinking "didn't Faith said that yesterday?" Yeah, I did. My mother made a mistake apparently.)

E learning next week.
Good news or bad news?

I want to take a breather next week. Perhaps a walk somewhere, someday alone..
To slow down the pace of my life?
(:

2009-05-22T09:27:00.004+08:00

Daddy's coming back on Sunday. :)
*Yays*

Have to rush off later for the Bowling trip.
The NCO councils changed hands on Enrolment already, another new group of people to work with.
I think that so much have changed since our 'reign'.
(I'm already in White. Tho' still have this year to pass)
Such a long way we have come...

I'm in LMS now, 1 and a hour has past, but... I have not learnt anything.
Okays fine, I wasn't listening.
He was talking about effective listening, and the best thing is that the whole class is not listening, all pretending. *shakes head*
Haha.
Oh com'on, this module is so boring.

&&&&& the song is still stuck in my head. :)

"So I throw my life upon all that You are,
cause You gave Your life for me,
And when all else fades,
my soul will dance with You;
Where the love lasts forever..."~

2009-05-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

another first, lessons from Pang.

yuling. says:
*pont-tee-ya-na
Have Faith. says:
*?
yuling. says:
*the female ghost

2009-05-21T18:20:00.003+08:00

One month has passed since the start of the school term. I have not adapted. :S
Heard of this phrase,

"there's a first for everything" ?

Well this week I had many firsts too.
First quiz of poly term for example. Blaw, it was not bad; but the second one is super disappointing. Like seriously, whatever.
First time... (Taken off due to moral issues :X)

I'll try to keep the first time lessen as the terms continues.

Tho' I would very much want to have these firsts- First time doing well in my studies, having my First good (don't even say close la hor) friend in Poly.
I would very much want to enjoy the rest of the poly years.

Gossip Girls Season 2 ended on a very nice note.
*sweet*

I dread school already, like seriously. :(

The POA test today was ASZXDCVFGBHNLK...
I could have done so much better.
I brought it upon myself.
(I deserved it.)

GB's starting tml, life have to go on.

Common tests are coming, not a good thing.
Projects are piling, how vexing.
Lesson are boring, I need to be excelling.
Body is tired, I need a bed.

2009-05-21T11:21:00.002+08:00

Your mercy found me,
Upon the broken road,
And lifted me beyond my failing,
Into Your glory,
My sin and shame dissolved,
And now forever Yours I’ll stand.

In love never to end,
To call You more than Lord,
Glorious friend.

So I throw my life upon all You are,
‘Cause I know You gave it all for me,
And when all else fades,
My soul will dance with You,
Where the love lasts forever.

And forever I will sing,
Lord forever I will sing,
Of how You gave Your life away,
Just to save me, Lord You saved me.

With You, where the love lasts forever.

Hillsongs United- Where the love last forever(:

2009-05-20T13:38:00.002+08:00

2009-05-20T10:37:00.001+08:00

Save You- Simple Plan (:

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

2009-05-20T01:59:00.003+08:00

Even when it feels like I'm traveling in circles,
I know that I will never be back at the point that I used to. :)

Move along.

2009-05-19T00:48:00.005+08:00

It doesn't feel as if I just know and hang out with you guys since only last year.
It feels like kindergarten.

2009-05-18T22:54:00.004+08:00

I was on the bus back with my ear piece plugged in, my ipoke played a song that make the whole bus scene look like a scene from the movies or a music video. :)

"Starry, starry night..."

Dinner was fun; reliving childhood was madness.
Hey Precision Drill team, you guys are a part of my life.
Don't stop meeting up yo?

School is... tiring & repetitive.

2009-05-16T00:45:00.004+08:00

Shoulder pads may come and go, but a BFF is forever.
Because even when you're not sure where you're headed, it helps to know that you're not going there alone.
No one have all the answers, sometimes the best that we can do is just apologies and let the passed be the past.
Other times, we need to look to the future and know that even if we think we seen it all,
life can still surprise us and we can still surprise ourselves.

XOXO, Gossip Girl

(gg2- Ep 24)

2009-05-14T01:15:00.005+08:00

If I stay just a little bit longer, won't you listen to my heart~

(I Don't Want To Talk About It- Everything But The Girl)

2009-05-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
As it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
If I surrender to His Will;
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life
And supremely happy with Him
Forever and ever in the next.

Amen

2009-05-11T20:56:00.003+08:00

Thanks :)

2009-05-11T12:28:00.002+08:00

Shoot. I'm totally bored out by my lecturer. Haven't been paying attention the whole time.
I'm really quiet in my class. I guess I still don't fit in. It's not easy to just open up to people with total different cultures.
I miss Unity.
I miss my gfs.

It's not like me to talk so little, but here I am keeping to myself in this environment.
A different side of me.

I'm really craving for Island Creamery's Burnt Caramel. It's making me jumpy.

Random thing: If I have my driving license, I would drive people up to Holland V.
I like the environment. The "hey-you-just-chill" kinda restaurants.

Dinner w Precision Drill later.
A pity Joey not joining us! :(

Hey JOEY KOH,
You're loved by us.
Don't stress yourself till you go bonkers.
We are here for you!
Hang out with me and Dor asap!

2009-05-08T23:19:00.002+08:00

Many things happened today.

I saw the wrong the bus number, 77 instead of 67, I flagged it but didn't went up.
I was almost knocked down by a motorcycle.
The lift door almost hit me.
I missed the church bus stop.
I gotten diarrhea caused by a combination of watermelon juice and maggi mee.
I "oh ma" loudly in Aijisen at a loud sound of things dropping.

That's about it. Real smart.

Sorry for the multiples update, tho' I'm not too sure who's reading.
Idk what to wear tml.

2009-05-08T22:57:00.003+08:00

I like this song. :)
(It's playing on Nickelodeon.)

Save you - Simple Plan

Everythings weird now.

2009-05-08T09:36:00.003+08:00

I'm in LMS right now; managing anger.

I guess the world view of managing anger is about controlling. Control your outburst. We're responsible for our own change, how often do we fail if we use our own strength.

Come on, face it. :)

Just screen PD's sermon on Heart attack would be much more useful. Oh well.

My one cent worth of thoughts.

How much are my thoughts worth anyway?

I'm watching "outsourced" in class. Funny movie. :)

Managing life is a skill we need no doubt, but what can school teach about that?

2009-05-07T23:31:00.002+08:00

Seriously, today I slept in Macroecon's Lecture.
The horrible feeling of wanting to sleep cannot sleep (gotta listen whaaaaat!), it's like headache kinda feeling.

There's many things going through in my mind now. So irritating.
Oh wells, tomorrow is LMS day, 8 am.

Did I mention I hate 8/9am lessons, I think I did.
But here I go again: I HATE 8 & 9 am lessons!! :D

& Bukit Timah's congested situation needs some looking into by the govt, like seriously.
It's causing diligent NP student like myself waste so much time, waiting for the bus to crawl.

Celestine is mean, I am dumb. :)

We make a great pair somehow. :D
Guess what, I met her up for dinner like yesterday. Tortured her by making her walk up and down in lot 1 cause I waited for her. (But I was really indecisive!) Ended up at KFC.

She was like in the screaming and about-to-tear-her(my rather)-hair-apart-kinda-mood. HAHA!
After ordering, I kept her wallet with my wallet in my bag, wanting to see when she'd react. Ended up, she didn't and subsequently inconveniently, I forgot too.
I only realised it when I was at home unpacking my bag.
She didn't know till I called her.
(smart) *wiggles eyebrows*

Anyways, I spoke very few words in class. :(
I want to be able to express myself freely. I need a more comfortable environment. The culture is not comfy one bit.
The people are nice, no doubt.
Wells, but, I need time to adapt.
I too wanna stop using those not-so-nice terms. Like seriously.

I'm missing a whole lot of my friends.
*whines*
Why can't they be in my class!

Kays, done ranting. :)

*satisfied*

It's okay if you don't know what I'm screaming about... I tend to blabber when I'm tired.

To-

Celestine Low Fang Ting and Dorcas Chong Min Hui: Please take care of yourselves. Drink more water and rest well hor! :)

GFs: I miss you all dearly. Date me please.

2009-05-06T23:03:00.003+08:00

Gossip Girl here,
your one and only source into Singapore's sneak peak of lives,

OK I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING.
SHUT THAT THOUGHT OK, JUST A fun-unusal FOREWORD BY ME(:

I am faith.
My name is Faith.
People call me Faith.
But what is 'Faith' exactly?
I just realized today that I'm pretty Bossy in nature
O no that sounds like Someone, someone familiar to me.
& the best thing is that's my Mum.
I adopted part of her, in my nature and it's not of my choice(:

However, I would embrace it and learn in situations how to deal with this little portion in my life.

XOXO
Anonymous.

2009-05-06T10:07:00.003+08:00

I'm in Macroeconomic's Tutorial.

I slept at 4am this morning. It was horrible, like seriously. I stayed up choing my POA assignment online. Loserfied-ness.
The ultimate thing is that, I just know that the due date was postponed later. I could have enjoyed my sleep like what the gay.

This morning, from my devotion, the book asked to list down whatever I can thank God for, so here it goes:

God, I thank You for the air I breathe today, I live because You allowed me too.

God, I thank You for the day that You have made. :) (Reminds me of a Sunday School Song)

God, I thank You all the supports I get from lovely friends around. I feel very loved

God, I thank You for Ther,Lovell,Pang,Esther,MF,Felicia,EC,YX,Annie,QY,Andy,RyanCher and the whole of Acts 4.3 that I missed out. Acts 4 too. :)

God, I thank You for TB21; I hope that we'll be more bonded tgt tho'.

God, I thank You for the change that You have made in my life. All the transformations, the painful ones and the not so painful ones.

God, I thank You for my family members. Tho' living tgt sure will cause many conflicts to arise. & my sisters are irritating. I thank You for keeping my family intact.

God, I thank You for a chance to be in Your Family and serving Your people. It's a privilege, tho' I forget it sometimes.

God, I thank You for the talents you have given me, tho' I'm uncertain of what it is.

God, I thank You because Macroecons have NO PROJECTS!!! PTL!

:) GTG

2009-05-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

I know you'll catch me when I fall.
Celestine, I miss being in school with you guys like seriously.

You're a part of who I am. :)

2009-05-04T21:07:00.001+08:00

2009-05-03T21:35:00.004+08:00

Everything rides on hope now. :)

Love unfathomable.

2009-05-02T02:11:00.003+08:00

A part of my beautiful years. :)

Yes dears, I love you guys.

Photos are out soon.

2009-04-29T20:19:00.002+08:00

Sorry for my lack of updates.

SO, If you're wondering how's Faith doing in school?

I'm just starting feel a little bit more comfortable in school, the way it runs, my classmates and stuffs. My classmates are really nice(!!!). It's really pleasant to go to school and have TB21 as a support.

A whole bunch of enthusastic and nice people. :)

The tutors are really nice.

The lectures are... kinda boring. It's hard to concentrate when everyone else is talking.

8/9 am lessons sucks big time. The morning rush is such a bother.

& I'm the module rep for BLaw(business law); which happens to be a rather interesting topic.

Macroecons is terrible.

DSS(Decision support spreadsheet) is rather lame. (tho' the tutor's nice)

POA is alright, makes me miss doing maths more.

Business management is manageable I guess.

CCAs are question marks.

Lappies are not students best friends.

Heavy books kills the joy of going to school.

I'm feeling very tired.

2009-04-26T21:59:00.004+08:00

Who will you point to when you are in the spotlight?

2009-04-23T00:35:00.001+08:00

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Miley Cyrus- The Climb.

2009-04-20T00:14:00.002+08:00

I'm going to venture into a whole new world on my birthday. :)
It's a new beginning. Another chance to live for the fact why I'm alive.

"Christ in me, the Hope of Glory."

I'm Empowered by the Holy Spirit, are you?

It has been a year since my baptism.
Much have happened. I fell and was picked up.
It's another start to live victorious again.
I'm righteous because of the cross.
No matter what I did.
No matter.

I'm starting afresh.
I'm gonna swim against the tides. :)

Quote Celestine: "... I really hope that everything will goes well for her. Be yourself and expand your wide social circle dumbass!! You're too nice to scare ppl away!"

I'm too nice to scare ppl away. :D

2009-04-15T00:47:00.002+08:00

Hey Darling Jan(:
Happy 17th Birthday!

2009-04-12T02:27:00.002+08:00

Say hello to my super slack Timetable dudes.
(Click to enlarge)

2009-04-12T01:50:00.003+08:00

Talking about Enrolment services. :)

This year was quite different compared to the last 4 that I had as a girl.

Enrolment Service 2005
My first service, Sec 1. Alamak, I must have look super-duper loserfied. I vaguely remember that Ade was the Parade Commander. All the memories are quite faded.

Enrolment Service 2006
Sec 2. If I never remember wrongly, it(good friday too) was on 14 April (Jan's Birthday). I think I was in the GOH. :) If I'm not wrong. (oh, & I was twittish then, eeeeeeeeeeew)

Enrolment Service 2007
Sec 3. AH, the year we took up our NCO council roles. I wasn't feeling happy that day. I was myopic then, now I see... I'm glad. I was involved in GOH too!

Enrolment Service 2008
Sec 4. My graduating year; the year I was involved in Enrolment Band (ahh, sweet memories)! The graduating video, the sadness involved, the passing of NCO roles..

& now, I'm no longer a girl(brigade term not physical term).

Enrolment Service 2009.
I wore black & white for the first time.
I did Precision Drill for the first time; we pioneered.
(not to mention the friends that we've made and bonded closely with;
from the ed to accomplished)
I took the officers/helpers pledge for the first time.

So they say, "There's a first time for everything.".

2009-04-12T01:41:00.001+08:00

Someone I appreciate a lot.
Finally you past your last Enrolment Service as a girl!

You funny person. :)
Loves!

2009-04-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

WE ROCK (:

I think the thing we gained most from this experience is the stronger friendships that were forged! It was really awesome.

2009-04-07T21:41:00.002+08:00

This is what Min's says about me....

Her loud voice can be heard miles away. Her laughter cracks people up. Her height dosen't match her age. Her love is ever so plentiful and when you are with her.. be prepared for madness. I bake my first giant cookie with her!

(: what a dear; & FYI. Her volume is comparable to mine now.

Wells, she's no doubt my senior but doesn't acts or thinks like one (most of the time). She's very violent! She's understanding to the people around her and mean at the same time, i really wonder how she achieve that. No matter how far we are or how long we never contact, we will always be able connect as per normal. :)

A dear sister (in Christ) & an awesome girl friend.

2009-04-07T00:29:00.003+08:00

Hope now. -Addison Road

If everything comes down to love
Then just what am I afraid of
When I call out Your name
Something inside awakes in my soul
How quickly I forget I'm Yours

(PRE-CHORUS)
I'm not my own
I've been carried by You
All my life

(CHORUS)
Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
This love sets me free

When my life is like a storm
Rising waters all I want is the shore
You say I'll be ok and
Make it through the rain
You are my shelter from the storm

(CHORUS)
And everything rides on hope now
And everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
This love sets me free

You've become my hearts desire
I will sing Your praises higher
Cause Your love sets me free
Your love sets me free
Your love sets me free

(PRE-CHORUS)
I'm not my own
I've been carried by You
All my life

(CHORUS)
Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
This love sets me free

This love sets me free
Your love sets me free


Your love has set me free.
Free from all of my weakness, my sinfulness, my unworthiness, my own selfish desires.
I will lift Your praises higher.
Now then what am I afraid of?

2009-04-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

As to why I would feel uncertain about the start of my poly studies; well...

-It's a new environment.
& I don't really like changes. ):

-It's different, how things work in polytechnics and secondary school.

Uncertainties are sure to exists.
All I can trust and be certain of, is that God will be there with me.
Have faith, Faith.

This week is going to pass real fast.
Trainings, Orientation Camp, Enrolment rehearsal...
Then before I know it, Enrolment service will be smacking me in the face
(saying 'hello, have you miss me?')...

It's my choice how I am going to live my life, I'm going to choose to Glorify the Glorious one.
How about you?
What matters to you?

2009-04-02T02:58:00.003+08:00

My first sem modules are as follow... :(

I feel very uncertain about poly life...

2009-04-01T00:15:00.005+08:00

I'm like super mega satisfied with my Taylor Swift album can!?

*beams*

" That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet, "
She's definitely considered as talented, like totally..

I'm fatigued Faith now though.

For those that do not know, I'm Freedom Faith today! :)
I ended my last day of work today. Freedom day!

Alright, the past few days of work didn't suck as much as I thought it would. It was kinda fun, esp having Dorcas around. Thank God man! If not for her working there as well, I wouldn't be able to last for 8 (or is it 9) days!
& my team leader(below) was very nice too.
He would try to make me feel less bad when I suck at collecting my COs (Completed profiles)! Though I really suck at this job, but who cares. It's over, it's over!! Finally it's over!Here's poor Serena (:Here's Nadiah- She's nice! She was the one that lend me twilight vcd btw! :D

For the subsequent days and next week, it will be full fledged choing-ing preparations for Enrolment Service'09. I still remember last year's... & now I'm like a helper and no longer a girl(not in the sense of the gender, but yeah)! I miss last year; but it's time to move on isn't it? haha.

School's starting in 20 Days. :D
Orientation camp for bA is next week.
GUESS WHAT! I'm in the same team with Dorcas (!!!!!!!!!) & Gabriel Lee.
We are so owning!
*smug smile*

By the way, the previous post was just to irritate Andy,
I do not hate him. Even though his placing on my irritating-oh-meter has broke the scales. :S

2009-03-30T23:29:00.003+08:00

Dear Andy Stupid Andoe doe dee whatever(:,

I HATE you.

You have (a) nice I-touch.

You make me irritated.

You should bang your head on the wall.

Someday I will scream your ears off your head.

You + me = total irritations.

If I saw you now I'd give you a pat on your back and hit you so hard that you fall down 2 times continuously.

I want to SMACK you.

I would build a TOMB just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be "You're not sorry" by Taylor Swift

We could be irritating under the stars.

Love, Faithy

(P.S. I'm irritating and to spell andy you can't leave out the letters s-t-u-p-i-d.)

Oh and I am going to post this ~~under my notes~~ on my blog and see what you write about me.

I don't care(:

2009-03-29T21:29:00.004+08:00

I just gotten my very own Taylor Swift Fearless Album! :D

*jumps around singing*

2009-03-24T22:15:00.003+08:00

"Surely it was a good way to die, in the place of someone else, someone I loved. Noble, even. That ought to count for something."

Twilight- Stephanie Meyers

2009-03-24T20:28:00.002+08:00

If ya' wondering what's going on with my tag board.. It's an icebreaker game we played at the boring workplace during the stupid morning briefing( okay, technically, it's not a briefing, we didn't get briefed. :D) Yeah. :D
It entertained us for the whole day!! hehe.

Dorky, domestic, dumb, drastic, dramatic, donkey-fied, daddy Dorcas. :S
Funny, fantastic, ferocious, freaky, flirtatious, fatigue, father faith. -.-

Random stuffs:
Twilight the movie sucks, like seriously. ):
I hate work; though the canteen food is awesome!!
I got an i-touch.
I lost my stupid specs again. at home.
All these aren't linked. (:

2009-03-21T23:46:00.003+08:00

" The reward for conformity was that everyone liked you except yourself. "
Rita Mae Brown, Venus Envy
US author and social activist

So what if everyone likes the way you act but it's not the true you, so what. Are you happy?

Just a thought.

2009-03-20T00:08:00.002+08:00

I started work today, again.

You know what... I started regret going back since I reach the stupid bus service 92 bus stop. And and and and and, I bit my own tongue. I panicked during my first call. Seriously, dumb. Now I know that it is possible to bite one own tongue to kill oneself. Yeah!

I guess if not for the fact that I have Dorcas with me at work, I wouldn't go back there. That bad.
Anyway, I'm tired.

My mum was nice today. She called me during my lunch break to ask me how was work (!?), I'm not use to her nice-ness- though she is nice,when she don't scream- it felt weird. [:

Twilight-ing for the 4th time. I guess it ease the boredom.

My throat is bad, rather coarse. I'm scared of the song "Therefore be justified".. Horrifying, sincerely. The bridge "because the love of God is shared abroad in our hearts..." is quite high, then the chorus "chewy chewy chewy chewy..."(which the special people like the most". So in order to sing the chorus we sung the bridge, many many many times. (like 10?) My throats hurting.

One more thing, dorcas and me makes a rather good irritating partners. :D
People keep asking us whether or not we are sisters. -.-
HA! (not very funny)

2009-03-17T23:30:00.004+08:00

I'm finally back from March Brigade Badge camp! :)

I slept a good 14 hours. Imagine how much tired we were. We as in the helpers/officers. (some whom I asked too slept almost half day away) It was a good experience, as a helper instead of a girl, running badge camp. :D

My most favorite part got to be Drill Competition. Really proud of all the girls. At the audience stand, I felt almost like a proud parent looking at my daughters competiting and getting their best. (: Dorcas & me almost teared-tears of joy obviously- during the one minute of silent drill before the song started. It was good, real good. Their bangs and timing were good. Hee hee. My cashless days were all instanteously felt worth it. Worth every hour of drill practices and planning.

Good job girls. & you too, Joey(:

(The rest of the Photos are on Facebook)

Yeah. I almost fell to my death just now. :) Stepping to a wrong escalator, shocking myself, dropping my book on the metal step, not to mention shocking Dorcas too. I'm guesing the people on their way up the escalator got a shock of their life too. Almost the whole Dorcas Core was there to see my whole ordeal. I'm such a embarassment. Oh wells.

2009-03-13T19:56:00.003+08:00

I'm not happy. ):
I'm starving. Hmph!! *fuming*

ARGH!

I SHOULD JUST EAT GRASS OR AIR!

*~~FUMING~~ BURNING*